my mister arrived into town last night to friends curled up in the living room drinking wine and hanging out. it turned into a beautiful evening on the porch with wine, candles, amazing friends and guitars. we all started a chris gilles fan club and sang songs for hours. curled up on the porch with chris, penny playing silly songs, erin and michael ( Read more... )

while gardening i have found that i run into the most interesting people and see the greatest things. the three reasons i love berkeley today ( Read more... )

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Believe it if you need it, if you don't, just pass it on ( Read more... )

My pirate name is:

Dirty Morgan Rackham

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i didn't think i'd miss...well, i did, but i didn't realize how much. walking this morning it was like mornings on the playa. the air was cool, but the sun was rising beautiful and warm. i closed my eyes and welcomed the sun and could almost smell the playa ( Read more... )

graduation was on thursday and it was such a beautiful ceremony...it helped me to remember why i was here and helped me to heal some of the anger and distrust i'd developed due to my interactions with the owners. it made me feel so much better about being here, but also made me realize that i still need to leave. i realized that what i really ( Read more... )

its been a hellish week of ups and downs. days of waking up hating it here and then having beautiful experiences and loving the light love and energy here. spent an exhausting two hours on the phone sobbing and laughing and crying some more with a's attentive and compassionate ear on the other end. some days i feel bipolar. it's funny though... ( Read more... )

its strange to be somewhere with actual weather. living in the bay area and santa barbara for so many years i've grown accustomed to mild weather. i was shaken out of my dreams last night by the roll of thunder and the flash of lightening. my pulse always quickens at the sound. soon after i hear the soft pelting of raindrops of the roof which lulls ( Read more... )

what a weekend. swirling from the quiet and calm of heartwood and arriving in a city full of queers, constant noise, constant music, constant people. it was overwhelming and beautiful and totally overwhelming. thank god for the hideaway in the mission, curled up in bed till late or i don't think i would have made it. pride was beautiful, so great ( Read more... )