but i had an amazing day yesterday. had my first day of massage clinic, three massages in a row...ouch, especially after not working on people consistently for a while. it was very rewarding and a lot of fun. i'm very drained though...i'm really tired today and my hands hurt. i think it will get better though ( Read more... )

or so i've been told today...we'll see...test results are back on tuesday. erg, i am so not good at this sick thing. i had to cancel clinic tomorrow...two weeks till my next massage. it just wasn't my time yet.

it's time to be patient.

man, what a day. i think i've pulled a muscle in my leg which is absolutley no fun. i am not good at being debilitated and i'm even worse at giving myself a break. but i need to heal before my trip to portland and especially with all the training i have to do i can't afford a major injury...grrrr...i'm not good at waiting for things to heal ( Read more... )

i'd been out of practice doing massage. i had finished my classes (outside of energy work) a month ago and had not been working on people. too little time, too much to do. i ended up doing two sessions yesterday. it felt good. i'm just exhausted. i need to do a better job of grounding myself before i work ( Read more... )

i've been working too hard, and sleeping too little. when i sleep its good sleep, but not very deep. my alarm goes off and i'm already up and out of bed. i feel restless, but like i need to rest. i haven't been working out...my body needs that, it craves it, and i feel like shit when that doesn't happen ( Read more... )

she leaves tonight...we think...its hard to say because she's been leaving for weeks now and i never know what to expect or when this goodbye will actually be the last. but each time hurts a little, even if she doesn't know. i'm not good with goodbyes, i've said to many in the lives i've had and i think i'm tired of saying goodbye, i'm tired of ( Read more... )