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RIP, Steve Jobs
Steve Jobs died today. It's been a long road for him in fighting off various health issues, and today he lost ( Read more... ) -
TTITD
A couple of weeks ago, Burning Man sold out for the very first time in the history of the event. This represents a major shift in how tickets are perceived, and will likely affect the rate which they are purchased next year. Tickets are now a commodity being sold for ridiculous amounts of money on CL and eBay. Of course, there are plenty of good ( Read more... ) -
How do I feel?
Yes!
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Life
Life is feeling good and sweet tonight.
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Flirting
Oh. My. God. This flirting is sooo incredibly hot.
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Home
Home home home home home home home. Have hit seatac. Now on to snuggles with Nancy and then my cat. I bet he misses me.
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Getting Worse
The loneliness is getting worse. Sitting in a meeting with coworkers I adore and it hits me that I feel trapped in my life. Like consider walking into traffic to get free kind of trapped. Do not want.
Guess I need to call my therapist and set up an appointment.
=sigh=
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Nightmares
Last night I had a terrible tummy ache that kept me up from 1-3am. When I finally did fall asleep, I had two consecutive dreams about my husband (not Matt) hunting me down and murdering me. In one it was by knife and the other by some sort of automatic gun. Neither of these experiences was a great way to start my day. And the dreams were creepy.
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Reminiscing
Apparently this is the year of revisiting things from my teens. By the end of the year I will have:- Visited Hawaii for the first time since I was 17
- Gone to see They Might Be Giants do a Flood show, playing all the songs off their hit 1990 album
- Visited Mexico for the first time since I was 16
- Rediscovered all the aspects of play in my sexuality I had ( Read more... )
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Wishes, dreams, hopes and shattered hearts
It hit this week. After many months of telling people I'm getting divorced, and feeling nearly completely even-keeled about it, the darkness has finally descended. I'm not sure what instigated it. Could it have been a weekend full of hot sex, followed by the realization that perhaps that was a poor choice for someone who is already emotionally ( Read more... )