again, i forgot i had one of these...

life's ok, i guess...

i miss my camp friends, and i don't know if i'm ever going to see them again. i guess i really don't know what to say.

i'm tired, and stressed, school, applying for college, auditions...

what will the musical be?

working on willy wonka....

bleh,
k

i haven't updated in a while ( Read more... )

what does that mean? it means that what i have is gone, and that i have to start from the beginning again. he knows that, and he's willing to. i don't trust him anymore, which he also knows, and that he's going to have to do most of the work in this relationship from now on. it's complicated because we're not really a couple, but we're not broken ( Read more... )

i can't do this.
i miss him so much
i love him so much

auditions for hamlet were yesteday.. i'm so nerrvouus. we'll see. cast list will be posted on monday, and then i'll either be really happy, and looking forward to the fall,or horribly dissapointed ( Read more... )

so, i've switched out of advanced placement environmental sciences into behavioral sciences.. it's not that the work was too hard, because it wasn't, and it was interesting, but it's my senior year, with college auditions, theatre year round, dachords, and all that what not, it seemed better this way. although now i have to switch chorus periods ( Read more... )

what a long afternoon.. i was broken up with, broken hearted, and then told that he had changed his mind all in a matter of hours. i love him so much, but that really hurt. we'll see if he can stay together this year or not. i know that i want to be with him, but right now it doesn't seem like he feels the same way. he says that because i'm sad, it ( Read more... )

ok... so someone called me from zach's phone tonight, and i honestly couldn't tell who it was....

so.. who was it?

he's visiting this weekend ( Read more... )

when the tears on your face are your saving grace ( Read more... )