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[maddenbrother]

Well I guess all of you know by now what is going on...I tried calling Sarah today and couldnt get an answer, so I left her a message on her cell. God, I hope she gets it. You know I dont know when things are going to get better for us. I thought things were finally getting better. When I got here...Mom, Joel, and Benji were all there. And they all

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[maddenbrother]

-Nods- Thank you Mandy, your a good friend to me and my family

[jen__love]

I know I'm the last person you want to hear from right now but I'm pray for all of you...It should go without saying that nothing has changed and I'm still here if you need me.

[maddenbrother]

-Sighs- Thank you...I know I have been a dick to you and thats not the way I should have went about this...Im sorry

[jen__love]

This has been hard on everyone. What's going on with you and I, and now...this.

I want you to know that I missed my flight yesterday. I'm still in LA. I was planning on coming to MD to try to talk to you...fight for you like I said I was going to. When I found out what was going on I decided not to. You need to be with your family and handle your business there. That is far more important than anything else.

I think I may just head to work like I had planned...I know that there is nothing left for me here in LA and I know that if I don't get there soon they are going to fire me and I really will be stuck sitting here doing nothing but thinking and to be honest I don't think I could handle that.

I still love you. I don't know why I'm telling you this...I just feel I needed to say it before I leave. I'm here if you need me...your apology is more than accepted, it's appreciated and it makes me feel a lot better. I am praying for you and your family. Each and every one of you are in my heart.

[maddenbrother]

You know things have kinda happened too fast and right now, Im not sure if I am coming or going.

Things are in no way the way that I want them. I want things to be good for everyone, and I want everyone to be happy and safe. And right now dont know what to do about any of it. I know some of the things I said to you were mean and hurtful and if I could change them, I would. But as you know I cant.

I think you and I should sit down and talk..-sighs- I know things have ended and I dont really know what to say, all I know is that I dont want things between us to be weird. I still want to be your friend. Always.

I still love you Jen. I probably always will. Getting over someone you love isnt going to be easy and I may never fully move on, and right now...I dont want to. I want to grasp on to the memories the good times...The first time I talked to you, and all I said was "I'm a Madden", and your reply was "So, Im a Hewitt". I dont know what made me im you that day...but I will always be thankful that I did....

[chrisxgc]

If you need me, Im here

[maddenbrother]

I know Chris, thank you

[wwestacykeibler]

I'm sorry.... I hope everything gets better for you guys soon, I really do

[maddenbrother]

Thank you Stacy

[jessa_simpson]

And me too Josh...
Anything I can do to help....
I'd do it

[maddenbrother]

-Nods- Thank you Jessie, everything is fine now, but thank you for caring. your great