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madison_reject

I smoked a cigarette...

May 21, 2004 23:05

We made plans on Wednesday to hang out after he got off work today. We talked about them yesterday. I haven't seen him since Tuesday. I went out to dinner with my mom to kill time before he got off work. I call him. He's on his way to the bar with Ryan. I feel like he doesn't even care. I miss him and he's going to a fucking bar ( Read more... )

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sweet_sickness May 22 2004, 08:34:32 UTC

i love you baby. im linda drunk and in santra cruz .. i love you.

queenofthebongo May 22 2004, 23:22:38 UTC

i know i haven't commented on your journal before.. so HI!

but...can i just say our situations sound so much alike it's freaky!?! Give up on making plans... apparently guys and bars always take precedence!

madison_reject May 23 2004, 00:10:20 UTC

It sucked, he sounded drunk and sad and asked me not to be mad at him wgen I called him to say goodnight. I'm just so confused.

queenofthebongo May 23 2004, 09:09:15 UTC

They are always so nice and apologetic after the fact. When your feelings are already hurt. When you already wasted your time waiting for their drunken asses. Honestly, the worst part is, I don't think they quite realize what they are doing. But that DOESN'T make it okay, and that DOESN'T mean you should wait around while it happens.

xdeadtolifex May 23 2004, 09:39:04 UTC

hey sweetie, I'm telling you what i'm about to because i used to be your boyfriend. Not in the literal sense but in the, we made plans but i ditched you to go to the bar or the strip club with the guys. I'm incredibly lucky that my wife stayed with me while i was out doing my thing and treating her like crap. She left me, just bam see ya later don't call i won't answer goodbye left me. I had to make a choice right then and there what was important to me, the "guys" and having fun, or her and all the love and happiness that she brought with her. I chose her and I lost a lot of friends because of it but it was worth it. I have a woman that loves me like no other and I'm happier than I've ever been. It's been a long road getting here and I had to give up a lot and grow up a lot but your BF is going to have to make that same decision. Either he can choose you and give you the 110% that you deserve or he's gonna lose you because he'll keep putting things like the bar ahead of you. I know that it hurts maybe not in the same sense that you ( ... )