Ok. So I pulled and all nighter last night. It wasnt intentional at all. I actually was hoping to be in bed by 2. so I went to a party with Chrissy from work and we are takig shots and her friends are hellof cool. And there is tis guy there named mark and her friend ashley likes mark. But to make thinggs awkward Mark goes and ask's Chrissy ( Read more... )

So I got the job...just not the posotion I wanted...but they told me that if I stick it out until December the intern that is taking her board exam will give up her position and I get it. Regardless if the position is a step down my career ladder I'm getting paid more than now. Also, the boss peoples made it clear that since I have priority over ( Read more... )

So I get up this morning at 5:45 to go pee at Jeff's house...and I open the door to see his roomate naked in the laundry room getting a pair of jeans out of the washing machine...I don't know how to react so I go back in the room then say his name. I wait a bit then go out to go to the bathroom...I hear him quietly saying "Fuck". I know he was ( Read more... )

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I have decided that I want to learn how to ride a motorcycle (preferably a street bike). Anyone know how that has a bike to teach me on???

So he cares. He left me a message while I was sleeping last night at like 1 in the morning..."I miss you. I don't want this to be the end of us. I just want you to be happy". I don't understand how he can go from acting like he doesn't care at all and breaking my fucking heart to saying he just wants me to be happy. I'm so lost. I don't know ( Read more... )

I thought family was supposed to be there for you in hard times? Instead mine just makes me want to take a walk across the freeway. What the fuck is wrong with people??? Aaaaaaaaaarrrggge.

Why is it that I cry so much and I have the feeling that nothing has even phased him. I miss him and want to go crawling back. But if I don't know if he truly cared about me then what is the point. Why doesn't he care. Why is he just breaking my heart and acting like its not phasing him at all. I just wish I had some way of telling that he is ( Read more... )

We made plans on Wednesday to hang out after he got off work today. We talked about them yesterday. I haven't seen him since Tuesday. I went out to dinner with my mom to kill time before he got off work. I call him. He's on his way to the bar with Ryan. I feel like he doesn't even care. I miss him and he's going to a fucking bar ( Read more... )

I have this feeling in my stomach that he is going to break my heart...