"You told me I was different from anyone you'd ever met," he said. "Remember that I am ( Read more... )

"Chemicals Between Us"

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I was evicted and spent two weeks in motel in the beside a titty bar.

My running shoes were stolen.

I lost my cell phone.

My car insurance lapsed and then I got into an accident.

The car battery died a week later and I can't get into the hood because it's been mangled shut.

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My brain's the cliff, my heart's the bitter buffalo lol.

"I have a debilitating crush on you," he said.

:)

...and it knocked the breath out of me.

1. Training tonight was awesome. I even got my lip split a little from being boxed in the mouth lol.

2. I found out that my bench max is 85lbs. Woot! :)I can totally make it to 100lbs.

3. I ate way too much (like, two dinners)thanks to the BC giving me two periods this month. Boo.

4. This apartment really, really needs to be cleaned.

"I am disciplined. I'm a good man. But I've decided there are two things I can't do anything about and one of them is chemistry." He said, then paused and looked up at me. "I can't do anything about my chemistry with you."

"What's the other thing?"

"Oh that one's too dirty." He laughed. "I can't tell you that one."

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Trained tonight so I smell like mat and sweaty balls. *shudders*

Things to do tonight:
1. Shower and scrub skin.
2. Try not to puke (kind of feeling sick)
3. Finish Midterm assignment
4. SLEEP

oh, and 5. take some Excedrin. Getting slammed on my head three times made me see *stars*.

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His eyes studied me slowly and deliberately, starting first with my lips and then moving to my eyes. Inside of him I could see he was waging a private war and I wanted to tell him his face is shaped like someone's I used to know, though many shades lighter. His jaw is set in a similar way, too. But instead I was silent ( Read more... )