as much as I dislike people, humans are some of the most interesting creatures in the world.  our expressions and interactions can’t be matched by any other species, we have the capability of free thought and the freedom to make an infinite number of choices that may affect our lives.

I guess what sparks this off is watching people around work.  I ( Read more... )

I've discovered wordpress and am loving it.  http://ags713.wordpress.com/ if you're interested.  I'm holding on to this blog so I can read the blogs of those I heart who post here.

of course I refer to this horrible place.  as much as I hated restaurant work in the end, this may be the worst job I’ve ever had in terms of frustration and annoyance.  but I don’t really want to bitch about my job here.  I bitch about my job in my head enough, I don’t need to put it in text to remember later.

I’m starting p90x on the regular ( Read more... )

the weekend turned out quite well, although too short as usual.  Saturday was the grocery and a hair cut (which I desperately needed) and after that the plan was to go to the Comic-con.  However, naps prevail, and prevail the nap did, from about noon-thirty to a little after three.  then it was off to the con.

I had a great time.  I’ve discovered ( Read more... )

the weekend is almost here.  starts a little early this week for me, 3:00 on Friday instead of 4:00.  it won’t necessarily make it feel any longer, although I can certainly hope it does anyway.

my plans for this weekend don’t seem like a lot when I’m talking about them, but I think in the end they’ll turn out to take up most of my time.  we’ll be ( Read more... )

I'm having an extremely hard time staying awake in the morning again, and last night I feel asleep right after dinner.  it's quite frustrating.  I'm going to call Dr. Rack this morning and question what I should do, but I'm skeptical of upping my stimulant dose again.  I've been slacking on my exercise & diet and I first want to try getting those ( Read more... )

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when it comes to normal, everyday things, there's not a whole lot happier than being in the last half hour of a work day on a Friday before a three-day weekend.

I had an appointment with my somnomulist yesterday, to talk about whether the upped dose of Ritalin was working, and so he could check my blood pressure, etc.  the new ( Read more... )

blogging is so much better to me than journaling, because I can actually get out what I'm thinking instead of losing half of it because I'm writing it out on paper.

I hate so much feeling like everything is up in the air.  I've got to figure out what I want, what makes me happy, where I want to go.  and I really need to stop looking so far into the ( Read more... )

I haven't heard anything back about my blood tests yet, although I feel I should have by now.  they're supposed to call me, but since I can't keep my phone on hand at work I'm sure we'll be playing phone tag for awhile ( Read more... )

yesterday was a crazy day for me.  I keep thinking I should feel more like I accomplished some things.  and I guess I really did, it just doesn't so much feel like it ( Read more... )