Right now has been the hardest time of my life yet again. I broke up with my boyfriend last Saturday (not yesterday), & it has been really hard. I realized that I was putting too much hope in him, & when he let me down, I was devestated. He let me down often... he hurt me often... but the worst part of it is that he didn't care. He didn't even care ( Read more... )

The Lord whispers to me to "surrender all." Surrender my hopes & dreams of going to Korea so that He can give me the perfect plan of action to take in order to achieve this desire to spread His kingdom in that country. Surrender my desires to maybe marry my current boyfriend when I get back from Korea, whenever God wishes me to come home from Korea ( Read more... )

Right now I am listening to Casting Crowns "East to the West." It is MY song right now, from what I have been going through! I feel like Jesus has had to give me SO MUCH GRACE this semester! Seriously. If I were Him, I would have given up on me already, 3 YEARS AGO at the beginning! He has been my best friend. He has never left me, no matter what I ( Read more... )

Okay.... I have found (this is a DUH! moment) that I am most encouraged throughout this whole ordeal when I spend time with God. When I am fully honest with the Lord about what is bothering me in my prayer time, & when I confess everything, & when I seek after God even when things hurt so bad right now, He is faithful & He feeds me peace that I ( Read more... )

Please pray for me. I am having a hard time with my boyfriend right now. Pray that God would give him wisdom, & that God would help me to forgive him for how much he has hurt me. Please pray Jeremiah 29:11-13, 1 Corinthians 6:18, & 1 Corinthians 13 over us. For my boyfriend, please pray 1 Peter 2:2 & the verse where Jesus says "If you love Me, you ( Read more... )

Where would my life be without the Lord? I don't even want to look at it. But here goes......

3 years ago, all I did was party. I went out until 4 in the morning at least, & never told my parents where I was going when I lived with them before 2004. Sometimes I would leave in the middle of the night, with my parents pleading for me to stay & be safe ( Read more... )

You Are Ready to Get Married
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So It's been a LONG TIME since I've written on this thing. There are some things that I have to change - like my pictures, my background, everything. Over this period of time, though, I have changed a lot in what I want to do with my life & what God has planned for me. Some of you may never have even read my journal, either. So I am going to start ( Read more... )

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 40%

Gluttony: 20%

Pride: 20%

Sloth: 20%

Greed: 0%

Lust: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths.

How Sinful Are You?

Ahhh my Xanga is down b/c there is some sort of "bug" in it so ... I can't use it. That's why I am typing on here. Ok, my Xanga has officially replaced my Livejournal!! Sorry guys, but Xanga is way cooler! :) Love me some Xanga ( Read more... )