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[magicpandadance]

So, is this fall out from the new insight i gained last night? why am i feeling this way? i don't even know what "this way" is, besides vauge, detached, and a bit unpleasent. you know what? she's right. i am a very complicated person. i don't think i even understand how much so. but i have the path now, if not the way to walk it. perspection was

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[dilvishthedamnd]

wow. All I can think to say. I wish I had that kind of strength.
Just "wow".
Good Fortune be Yours on whichever paths You follow.

[magicpandadance]

You do. We all do. I'm seeing more and more that we are capable of anything we will let ourselves believe we can do.

[cuddlycthulhu]

*smiles* You learn well, grasshopper. 8) Sorry, just got up and I'm a bit silly after coming out of sleep.

Just remember that there will be times when your strength is not enough. That is when you fall back on your pack. When the road becomes too difficult for you to walk, we carry you. Or drag you kicking and screaming. Either way works. 8) That's what happened for me this weekend, but I'd like to think that I was more dignified so I was carried rather than dragged.

-Ren

[magicpandadance]

funny you should say that, you more than many people i know are caged by thier own strenth, it's something i'm only just starting to understand of me, but it's such an obvious thing for someone with so much personal strenth to fall into.

as for my own strenth not being enough. i only just realized last night, that i've been this strong this whole time. when i was broken and on the ground, there was nothing more to give, and then i found the strenth to get back up. strenth is only found in need, but, you see, sometimes it's only our friends that can see that strenth left in us, and get us to see. we need others in this world, but all the real battles happen inside, where no one may follow.

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[cuddlycthulhu]

*nod

[magicpandadance]

*grin* i dig that. especially spending time around friends that i'm physically comfortable with, it's terribly comforting to me. being touched and held by a friend is a beautiful feeling.