Yes, it's my birthday! And to celebrate, i created a journal with my new handle. Add pandapounce now and go there to get the Official Panda Update!

( i don't usually do these... )

ever have one of those days when every barrier, control, or anchor your mind posesses is... scatterd?

So, i'm pondering a dilemma, plus i want to play with the poll system. I'm going to get a tattoo of a gargoyle, but the question is, where do i want it? I'd either like a gargoyle in profile on my shoulder blade, or one face-on at the small of my back.

Poll Pretty GargoyleTo all of you on my friends list, i'm sorry i haven't been reading your journals lately. I've ( Read more... )

haven't felt like this in a long time. hungry, but don't want to eat. Everythings seems too greesy or dry or sweet or.. smoething. So i sit here listlesly sipping my milk and hoping i'll be able to keep my food down tonight when i go over to mom and kim's ( Read more... )

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http://www.nationstates.net/cgi-bin/index.cgi/target=display_nation/nation=pandalania

All of you should make nations to! We'll create our own region and stuff! Spiffy!

So, is this fall out from the new insight i gained last night? why am i feeling this way? i don't even know what "this way" is, besides vauge, detached, and a bit unpleasent. you know what? she's right. i am a very complicated person. i don't think i even understand how much so. but i have the path now, if not the way to walk it. perspection was ( Read more... )

"more lonliness than any man can bear ( Read more... )

So tired. I fight so hard, to almost, not quite, hold my life together. The center cannot hold. All this sweat blood tears. All for what. All i want is peace. All i want is to be done ( Read more... )