Comments | magicpandadance: I suck

magicpandadance

I suck

Jan 16, 2003 00:37

I feel stupid and emotionally careless. i wasn't paying enough attention, and i hurt a friend without meaning to. he's asleep now, so we can't talk about it. fretting about it, i'm not sure i'll be able to sleep before the screming-tension demons get me and keep me awake in agony all night. on some level i think i want that, like if i'm not ( Read more... )

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May I? dilvishthedamnd January 16 2003, 01:44:08 UTC

You may have been slightly careless, but stupid I think You most certainly are not. I have known "medancer" (sorry, I don't know how to make the tags thingie work) for 25 years plus, and she doesn't stay friends with "stupid" people. Period. Or purposely insensitve ones. There is no reason to pummel Yourself over and over for a mistake that You did not intend to make. We make mistakes, we learn from them, we apologise for them, we seek forgiveness, and then we move on, being better, stronger, and bigger than we were before. This is what it is to be Human. We do this all our lives ( ... )

Re: May I? magicpandadance January 16 2003, 08:06:34 UTC

Thank you.

You're right i was being far more critical of myself than warrented. Before bedtime is when the pain gets worst, and i tend to be a tad (heh) irational then.

I'm doing better today, and i'll enjoy biking to school in the light of this new morning. But i'd better do it quickly, or i'll be late. Again, thank you for your words.

Re: May I? balothejester January 16 2003, 10:37:28 UTC

You don't deserve a beating. As you said, I let it get to the icky bad place before I really tried to say anything, though as usual I thought the hints about topic-surfing were broad enough, silly stupid me. I'm still miffed, but I know you'll make it up to me, and really, I've done worse damage to you than this. I love you lots, and I do forgive you. Gimme a call when you get this, I'll likely be asleep again.
I wish I could enjoy athletic activities like you do. I do, but I'm so low on energy, all the damn time. Maybe if I start going to the gym on off-days from school after I get well. We'll see.

Re: May I? dilvishthedamnd January 17 2003, 05:21:58 UTC

If my words can help, then all I have are Yours, to use as You will. I'm glad I could help, even just a little. As the old saying goes, any friend of my friend...

Enjoy Your bike ride, and always be as well and as happy as possible, dear Lady.