THE BASICS ( Read more... )

have you seen the ocean waves
beat against the warm beach sand
would you spend eternity with me
will you stay or just let me be

what is it i don't have
maybe...you...just lost yourself
just like you say...about me
can god help me help you
or is it to late for that

i pray for you to see
all you could be
if you just dropped the pills..
Down the

It's been nearly a month since i've posted. So much bullshit has happened between me and Amy. She's made up so much bullshit it's ridiculous. I found out she has a *crush* on her brothers friend. What kinda elementry bullshit is that? Maybe she's just too young for me. I love her but i can't deal with this bullshit. I always had better luck ( Read more... )

So, contrary to my friends' beliefs i have always enjoyed listening to country music. I have recently found that George Jones (yeah the OLD country singer) is a really good artist. I enjoy listening to his music because i can actually relate to most of his heartbreak and drinking binges. This is what i look for in art, things that relate to me ( Read more... )

Today Amy's grandfather died. We all knew it was inevitable but we never expected it to be so soon. She was crushed, as was her entire family. I tried to give her as much solace as possible but i can only help so much. I just let her lean on her family and told her if she needed to talk i would always be here. I've found myself growing ever ( Read more... )

What is time?
Time is a weight on our backs
We carry from birth
it effects us all differently
some carry it well
Others show the wear of the soul
Making them think of younger years
However effected we still deal with it
Once you allow time to slip
You spend the rest of your life catching up.

The times in life when things are good ( Read more... )

Everytime that I look at you ( Read more... )

Autumn wind blows through my hair ( Read more... )