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Value
At what point does a human assume that s/he has no intrinsic worth outside of what is assigned to hi/r? Old age? Poverty ( Read more... ) -
Will to Live... or Live to Will?
It’s been a staggering realization that I can’t convince myself that humans truly desire their lives. Not that we want to stop living. I mean, people possess and maintain and lose and struggle and so forth, but the actual “will to live” may not actually be there. People miss each other when they are no longer with us, or they fear death’s outcome ( Read more... ) -
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Help me. I am ill-equipped for the world around me. I live in anxiety. Constant dependence on distraction from the reality of a life I don't wish to have--that is my crutch.
I don't love. I remember past love, and I maintain attachments to those who received that love from me.
I am a shell. I am not conscious of what may lie underneath, if ( Read more... ) -
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Help me, somebody.
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I still miss her.
It's getting close to
Valentine's Day. Deep down I want to get her something, but I can't do something like that without being clear about my feelings, both to her and to myself.
I don't know what to do.
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why am i suddenly on lj, you may ask. Well, for about a month I've been dealing with something that I don't really want my Facebook folks knowing about. I needed a place that was secret, and I've avoided this topic long enough.
I am missing somebody. It hurts. I thought, after being apart and not talking for so long, it would go away. I wonder how ( Read more... ) -
self value
One of my major fears is being rejected too many times when I try to do what's natural. It's not the rejection itself; it's the fact that I will run out of options. I feel like I have to show off how unique I am so that people will notice my individuality more than the mistakes I make or the obstacles I face. If I'm just like everyone else, then ( Read more... ) -
weird day
so... Wow. Basically, today was the day I spent watching a student do nothing. That's right. I mean exactly that. essentially this student has a history of running away from school. that's where I come in. I have to make sure that the student never leaves my side. No bathroom breaks without getting permission, no lunch break without having someone ( Read more... ) -
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We are only as wealthy as we are appreciated. When someone says you are wonderful, or amazing, or incredible, thank them for saying so.
And then, find an incredible person, and do the same for them.