I WANT to go apply for disability and go to school for Archaeology so I can sift the caves of 1000 Buddhas on the Silk Road on the way to Chinas vast desert! Not too thrilled about the idea of calling people when they don't pay their bills for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

Awoke early this morning to overcast skies, nowhere to be and as much voice as a field mouse. The combination led to a cup of hot Chai tea, Claude Debussy's Arabesque, For Piano No. 1 In E Major, L. 66/1: Arabesque No.1 and back under into these dark purple, silky sheets. No need to stress for time or battle traffic, just sweet, soft titillation ( Read more... )

I was wearing a beautiful gown in a mansion last night. Surrounded by people I didn't know. I remember the extravagant gardens outside, but more-so, searching through the house. It's winding staircases and cubbyholes, trap doors, molding on those high ceilings were amazing. Light blues, aquas, magentas, navy blues. At one point a fake witch that ( Read more... )

Found a dude that I enjoy being with immensely. He has that 1 in 10,000 kind of sense of humor that I find sexy. He does pro-wrestling on the weekends and he's the bad guy. I adore that. From my standpoint in the world that's just as fucking nerdy as me playing Dagorhir. I love it. He's so sexy that I haven't slept with him. Been to my place twice ( Read more... )

Why do I wake up feeling dread? Like there's something that doesn't fit. Something's wrong. Maybe it's the unpacked boxes. Or the loose grip on my finances that makes me edgy all the time ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xF3fED8EXl4

Project Trico looks AMAZING. I don't even know what it's about but it's all epic and BAWW at the same time. I want to play this game!

I'm going to take a writing class. I'm going to take this writing class so I can tell my stories. They need to be told. I'm far too young to have had so many ridiculous things happen in my life. It'd make a good read. Sex! Violence! Tragedy! More sex! Comedy! Things that will make you go OMG WTF. out loud. Just like that ( Read more... )

I read this, thought of Buffy and almost cried. I MISS HER SO MUCH AND I GET TO SEE HER IN FUCKING 24 DAYS!! Not soon enough! I can not wait! I wish I could find someone to watch her until the 15th so she didn't have to live in a bathroom for another month. I feel awful.

A PET'S TEN COMMANDMENTS.........

1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning just feeling lethargic. I couldn't stay awake yesterday. Starting to wonder if I'm getting sick. Maybe it's just the moving thing. That's stressful. I'm so READY to move out.. But I'm terrified. This is a completely different atmosphere from the sleepy little town I used to live in. I'll be in the mu-fuckin' Hilltop, ya ( Read more... )

I'm starting to realize that I'm not doomed to be in love with the same one man for my whole life.

It's a glorious feeling.