I had a dream that I wrecked my car into trees. On the edge of a ravine. The tree is the only thing that stopped me from plummeting to my death. Scary shit.

Accident
To dream that you are in an accident, signifies pent-up guilt in which ( Read more... )

There's a reason I hate working with mentally handicapped people. I got stuck with the most intense, violent sites possible. I'm literally afraid for my life when I go to work sometimes ( Read more... )

Oh, by the way, it's national Autistic awareness month and I just want to say,

FUCK AUTISTIC PEOPLE.

Bunch of god damned assholes.

My job has ruined me. /sigh

Well, I'm happy. Life is good. My job sucks, but I'm enjoying what tiny bits of free time I have and spending them with someone who doesn't make me want to murder everything. (That's rare. Hah! :P ( Read more... )

I think the reason I stopped writing a blog had something to do with the amount of people I knew who read it. I've never been good at talking about my real thoughts or feelings. I don't like to seem weak. Every time I have made myself vulnerable, it tends to get exploited. Then I want to sit here and defend myself saying I'm not trying to play a ( Read more... )

The metal version, not the serious version. Jeez ( Read more... )

There's nothing like working the overnight shift, 12 hours, having to take care of a mentally retarded woman who can't even fucking stand up because she's so doped up on Seroquil and 10 other kinds of bear tranquilizers ( Read more... )

I went to work this morning. There's an older lady that also works at the same house. We cross paths daily. She asked me how my weekend went today. I explained the details, said it wasn't so great. Told her how I turned down the offer to freedom.. (Or at least warmer climates.) And I also mentioned the new man I've been seeing. She looked me in the ( Read more... )

Maglubiyet - The D&D god of goblins.

Gay. I know.