I'm alive.
Life is shit right now. Never been so close to a mental breakdown.
I'm off work again. Can't work with my head like it is.
It's cool.
I need time.
Hello internet, entertain me.

Right. Don't know why I'm posting. Got ahold of a computer.

I've forgotten why I bothered with the net in the first place.

Time to explore and figure out why it's worth my time.

During the new years festivities I made the mistake of inviting some old friends down to my place. We partied hard and in the morning my computer was completely decimated. I have no idea who decided to do what was done, but I am now sans computer, and sans internet. I do not have the money to get the computer fixed, nor to buy a new one so for ( Read more... )

/falling apart/
god i'm tired ( Read more... )

/work... not good/
This work thing is wearing me out. I don't know quite how to explain it, but it is freaking stressful to be surrounded by people. The noise drives me a bit ... well, it just bothers me a bit I guess. Reminds me of things I don't want to be reminded of and makes me think things I don't want to think. Ever get hearing tunnel? It's ( Read more... )

Note to self: Don't apply to hogwarts elite, leave comment notification on and then go on vacation. Thanks for flooding my inbox guys. Often times with one word votes. Not that I'll be applying there again, but it's a good thing to keep in mind in future.

/in which i earn my keep/

After a bizarre turn of events I am now employed. The work is full time. I'm not supposed to work full time but it's impossible to find part time work around here and I'm tired of being dependant.

/silence/

Wow.
Just wow.

/clarity of mind/

Lately it is as if I'm living in monochrome. All the creativity has been bled from me, and while there is this need to create, when I sit down to do so there is nothing. I am an empty shell ( Read more... )

/in which I weep for netkind/
There are no words that could possibly express how befuddled the internet often makes me. Maybe I've just had one too many beers, or the weed from down the hall is making me dizzy, but the bastardization of the english language that seems to encase the entire internet makes me feel as if I've entered an alternate ( Read more... )