it's hard to see a friend so far gone
and no one really pays enough attention to see it
you better be good to him
because he is special
and he is fragile

i'm not mad
i'm hurt that someone i care so much about
would think so little of me
never would i think that about you
and when i tell someone something in confidence
i expect not to see it show up in myspace comments on someone else's page
that upsets me
i'm finding it hard to deal with this
i'm not sure what to do

i don't see how it can get any better right now
no sir i don't
and i don't ever want to hear from anyone that this isn't right
because it is
i know it is
i've never been so sure of anything in my life

don't ask for help if you don't want it
my efforts can only go so far if you won't acknowledge them
i try
and i do care
don't ever think i don't
i will always try my best to help

i'm not sure what i think about this anymore. it's weird and confusing. i know one thing though, i'm at the happiest point of my life, these are the days i will always remember.

damn
he really makes me smile
like silly giggly big ass smile
:]

all i need right now is a supporting friend ( Read more... )

the absurdity of the situation i have gotten myself in is insane, if i wasn't so upset and sick it would be almost laughable.

nothing beats a classic
i haven't been grounded in four years
i should have seen this one coming

life has so many ups and downs
i think it's going for the better at the moment
getting rid of a certain boy made my life much simpler, happier, and worry free
meeting a new one filled it with hope and happiness