i'm sick of being that friend ( Read more... )

i don't know if he realizes this but
he has become one of my best friends
and i love him
no matter what happens
it will always be this way

how do we dig these holes for ourselve?
i just don't get it.
i see myself doing it and then i see everyone around me doing it.
we are falling farther down with no way to get back up.
i'm always here to save everyone else
but who is going to save me?

and mad at a couple people.

my life is looking good at the moment ( Read more... )

these lyrics couldn't put it any better than ( Read more... )

my mom is way to nosy

and i'm a dumbass

but i think, things are about to change for the better, i really hope they do.

The pain is beyond belief, the way you act is even worse. fuck this shit.

i'm tried of trying.

i guess i just have trust issues. how do i know what i'm told is the truth. how do i know you're not just playing with me? i guess i can't know. i just have to trust.

i haven't posted in a while. things are getting weirder and more complicated. will i ever be able to have a normal relationship with someone? i doubt it. it's so frustrating ( Read more... )