well, i think it's going to work out
my mom is now wanting me to drive out with my uncle
he's a truck driver
hah
i'm not really going for it
i love my uncle and stuff
but i think flying would be better
i know she's also trying ot save me money and things
but hah

i'm so mad right now
is everyone going to punish me for being in the middle of this
because believe me i don't want to be
i have wished for this to go away so many times already
it's constantly in the back of my mind
i can't stand it
i hate this
i wasn't willingly put into this
damnit!!
i just ugh
i feel like i want to punch someone!

i was sooooo happy and excited about seeing my bestest friends that i haven't seen in years ( Read more... )

i'm boreddddd.
that is all

hhmh<3

i'm boreddddd.
that is all

hhmh<3

it's amazing how my family will turn on each other so quickly ( Read more... )

i don't get this
i'm scared to question all of this
i don't know what will happen if i do

my life kind of sucks right now ( Read more... )

my b-day has been alright i guess
hardly anyone remembered it
but i'm used to that by now
i have lame friends and i have a shitty family
it's great
but some did remember and i love them <3 ( Read more... )

well, i should have known that it would all get fucked up in the end ( Read more... )