i can't believe this is happening to me.
again.
i am just incapable of making anyone happy.
i'm a fucking retard.
no one should ever come near me.

i'm glad i made the bitch cry. that is the least i could do after all the times i've cried over this bullshit. that may sound heartless but i don't fucking care anymore. i wanted SO bad to be nice, to understand. to be kind. and all i got was BULLSHIT in return. a bunch of bullshit words with bullshit meanings. and a bullshit motive. you cunt. ( Read more... )

i love zachary lee ( Read more... )

When you open Jessica's phone, this is what you see....


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relationships are so dumb. he means the world to me but i can't seem to get myself to just be happy. to just let things happen. i'm just way to scared. how lame. he is wonderful. but everytime i think about [the past] it drives me crazy. why can't i just have a normal relationship? one where there is no difficulty? i don't want her apart of his ( Read more... )

he said that it hurts him. to see me with someone who is just as good as him. he said he has felt the same way for over a year now, and it kills him that someone else gets to be with me. happily. he said he made the wrong choice and he wishes he could take it all back. but he knows he can't. he feels alone and uncared for. which is so far from the ( Read more... )

i know that we have our rough times. but if it weren't for those times, i would not love you half as much as i do. i don't think any other boy could make me as happy as zachary does.


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life never turns out how you expect it to. so maybe if we stop expecting, life will turn out okay.


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woah woah woah woah woah.
why aren't i outside?

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sometimes i just can't stop myself from doing the things i know will hurt me. i know i shouldn't read what she says. i KNOW. but sometimes i want to know. why do i do that? the only thing that does for me is makes me feel horrible because i can't even talk to him about any of it because i already know waht he will say about it. so i guess i will ( Read more... )