Yesterday I started a new job that I got through the temporary agency. It's pretty close by, however it doesn't pay all that much. Since it is full time though, I do get enough money to pay bills and still have some left over. I've also started attending AA meetings, but even so, I still plan on drinking tonight. I gotta have some fun, considering ( Read more... )

I seem to be updating this on Saturday's only, although I'm not planning it that way. No one is reading it anyhow. This week was decent, I'm still working part time at a corporation doing that paper sorting. Sure it's mindless work, but I haven't made this much money in a while, so I'm not gonna complain about it. I wouldn't mind it if they would ( Read more... )

I don't seem to be as motivated to update this journal as much as I used to. However I consider this to be a good sign, because in the past I would mostly whine when I wrote in it. The teenage angst that progressed into early adulthood seems to have dissipated a bit. When I do have free time on my hands, I am able to handle it better, but this ( Read more... )

After quite some time, I have decided to begin updating my journal again. My reasons are as follows: (1) I don't have much else to do right now, (2) I need something to do while listening to the classical light station on music match juke box, and (3) since I just got a temp job, I have a bit more to write about. I don't plan on writing about all ( Read more... )

"The Man With No Spine"
By John Russell

There once was a man without a spine ( Read more... )

Here's a short list of fine looking women, and it's in no particular order. I'll probably add to it later ( Read more... )

I've been thinking that I put to much value on whether or not I am able to be intimately involved with women. It shouldn't be that big of a deal. Everywhere I go sex symbols seem to brainwash me into thinking I should be having sexual relations. In very subtle ways, I may even get put down occasionally because of it, (I will not elaborate on that ( Read more... )

I'm trying to avoid writing anything in regards to my life at the present moment, mostly because there is absolutely nothing going on. In fact, I pretty much live like an old man. I think I need to have sex with someone right now, just to build up my confidence. Some older women are looking for younger men, and they tend to be hornier, and have ( Read more... )

Here's another very short story about a girl named Katy that I knew back in high school. I met Katy at this required creative writing course during my senior year, and if it wasn't for her, I probably wouldn't have gone to my senior ball. She was the only girl that ever asked me out, and I think it was mainly because she liked some of the poetry I ( Read more... )

The Scarlet S ( Read more... )