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manda_kay_rocks

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Feb 05, 2006 00:28

why is it that I'm not happy?

I have everything. amazing boyfriend. fantastics friends. but somehow I just cannot be happy. and I don't know why.

I wish I was back in high school. things were much much easier then. with everything.

I was going back and reading my old entries. and I found this:
Mike tells me I'm such a great ( Read more... )

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comment4_carlos February 6 2006, 04:25:58 UTC

goodness.. i'm sorry, i think writing all of that out may have helped, even a little ( ... )

lets_play_jenga February 6 2006, 04:46:40 UTC

im sorry Mk, i would leave more, but im crippled.....no suprise there, but when i can type with 2 fingers i will respond and can deep...cause i know how you feel....i still at times feel very alone and lost and scared that im not going to live up to peoples expectations of me....i wanna be somebody, not be somebody who has potential and then falls off...but you know my # if you ever wanna get shit off your chest....

and ill admit it, i do miss highschool alittle bit,

j0schm03 February 6 2006, 13:28:59 UTC

I would leave a comment right now but the roomates asleep and he says my keyboard sounds like a machine gun goin off in the morning lol. So later I will for sure leave a comment.

hckyfae19 February 6 2006, 16:12:51 UTC

Trust me - you're not the only one who gets those feelings - sometimes you just realize that everything IS different, whether or not you wanted it to be like that, and there's nothing you can do about it - it feels like you're trapped and have no say in anything - I'm so glad that I started hanging out with you (and the 219 girls) this year, because I always have fun when I'm with you and the girls....you're an awesome person with an awesome personality - there's something out there for everybody, whether or not you believe it....I know that there's things you're passionate about, and I know that you'll find something you're amazing at - as for missing your friend, that's one of the sucky parts about leaving high school...you're so used to seeing your friends everyday and being together, but once everyone leaves to go to college and whatnot, things change - I was best friends with a couple girls for like 5 years, and now I barely talk to one and don't talk to the other....childhood was great, not having the worries and cares that we ( ... )