so yea, jason has been gone for a month now. it's soooo weird not having him here, but its test like these that make our relationship stronger. i can't wait until he gets back, i miss him so much =(

man yesterday stunk... i hate christmas season.. but only when it pertains to my job. we had 60 sittings on saturday, and 48 yesterday. man i had soo many complaints from costumers, with everything being so overwhelming and being told off by so many people i lost it, i went home right on time, i had to get out of there, and i cried, omg i havne't ( Read more... )

but he's gone again, so here it goes. Jason's been gone for a week now... not even, and i miss him soooo much. 6 months~! that's an awfully long time. it'll be worth it when he gets back, but man do i miss him tons already. i can't imagine how i'll be in 6 months. right now medically im doing okay i guess... when i don't take my pills on time i cry ( Read more... )

so work has been less hectic, me and jason are doing great, and im excited about this weekend. i get a weekend in st. augustine, just me, jason, and no work what so ever~! agghh hehehehe im excited =)~ im starting school jan. 8th.. whoop whoop lol. im excited hehehehehe.

so jay is thinking of going swcc. it's like a navy seal.. its really dangerous, and honestly.. i haven't told him.. but it scares the crap outta me. i know he really wants to do it.. but would it be so wrong of me to show my concern about it? i dunno.. i don't know if i should say anything, or let him just do whatever.. even tho it's tearing me up ( Read more... )

so jay just found out we're here in jax for the next few years, and now he's got to do a six month deployment in nov. i missed him like crazy when he was gone for one month.... i dunno what i'm going to do to stay busy while he's gone =( im gonna be miserable missing him like crazy. it'll be over in six months, but it's the 6 months, im gonna miss ( Read more... )

jason and i have our one year next week =)~ i lo him as much as i did then hehe. i know every relationship has its ups and downs, my lordy.. lol.. we have fights over the stupidest things, but i guess that's b/c nothing is wrong with our relationship, and we can't be happy 24/7. lol. but he's got school next week in virginia.. fun fun. but i need a ( Read more... )

okay, so we all know i made a comment about how i hate slackers at work, and someone did get offended and write a nasty lil comment. it happens all the time, like i said in the entry. the turn around sucks at my job. i just wish that people would get paid, and actually do a job. i didn't mean to offend anybody, and if i did, im sorry. but that ( Read more... )

i'll be running the store =) hehehehehehehehehehe

to miss someone you see everyday? b/c i do =(