lately with all of the responsiblility at the studio, i've been excited. i get to run the store. actually prove i can do something. someday im hoping to own my own studio, and right now taking care of this studio for three months, is a dream. its my time to see if this is something my heart truley is into. but my motivation at home, hasn't been so ( Read more... )

This time next week, i'll be cuddled up next to my LO =)~ I can't wait hehehehehehehe I miss him so much, not a moment goes by that I don't think of him. One more week... agghhh hehehe

i hate days that nothing seems to go right =( work sucked, came home, now i've been living off of 5 bucks cash which ended today, b/c i had to eat, i was starving. don't get paid again until next friday, the day my LO comes back, came home, and got a notice saying for some reason, my rent bounced.. wtf~! i had plenty in there so now i gotta play ( Read more... )

so work lately has been driving me crazy. we get the weirdest employees during the seasons. like last season, we had one girl who called out repeatedly, another who worked there for over a month and everytime i asked, what is the price your quoting, she'd be off by hundreds, and she was only on sales~! then a guy who wouldn't work~! no joke i ( Read more... )

it sucks cuz i never make enough money to get by.. here comes that second job.. eh. i know i need to get it for my finances.. fun fun fun.

well actually a little bit more than that.. or a little less.. right now we're not sure. but my lo will be home at least by the 21st =) so im really excited about that. i dunno if anyone else knows how i feel.. but my lordy, i miss him like crazy~! i never knew i could care for someone this much... i've never had someone brighten my day, with just ( Read more... )

so i talked to jason two days ago on the phone.. he might come home early~! hoping =)~ *sigh* i miss him so much, its been 4 weeks today.. w/out him here. so it's halfway done. man i can still see him.. everytime i lay down..i swear i can see him lying there next to me, gazing into my eyes like he always does. two more weeks, and i'll have the real ( Read more... )

but only three weeks left~!!! agghhh hehehehehehe

I woke up this morning, rolled over, and hugged my pillow... how pathetic is that... I was still half asleep but I was thinking it was Jason, rolled over to hug him, but hugged a pillow instead... I wish he were here =(

Last night I had the best conversation with my LO, I was speechless during most of it, but he made me so happy. He makes me happy in every way, and last night, just hearing his voice made me wanna cry. Not sad tears, but happy tears that I got a little time to talk to him. I love that man so much, I can't wait until he gets back =)