Change is such a scary thing. It might not even by change that is happening at the moment, but realizing change that happened in the past. Right now in my life it is a combination
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its always good to just get the feelings out. cuz u never want to bottel this stuff up in side. I am really sorry to hear about what happend but you did the hardest part you said what happend. I know so many people that just hold that stuff inside. things do change but they will get better over time. If u ever need anything im always here.
Thank you! I also think it was easier to put it in here because I went to the hospital a few hours after it happened. I got the kit done and blood tests as well. I never got that done in Dec so I was so much happier with myself and thats why I didnt go into a state of depression like last time. Although this being the second time its happened to me, Im more cautious of people and they dont get my trust like they used to. Even people Ive trusted Im like re-testing out if that makes any sense. Im just so hurt and confused as to why its happened to me twice in my life and also so close together. 7 1/2 months is not a long time for stuff like this. But thank you for being here, it means a lot!
that made complete sense. its hard to trust people even the ones u already do after something like this happens by someone u trusted. its normal for that to happen. you might want to think about some of the saport groups that they offer so ur around people that know what ur going through and are getting through the aftermath together. cuz ur right thats not a long time bettween each time it happend. just dont think that this is ur fault. Your an awsome person and dont deserve to b going through stuff like this. Then again no girl deserves this. I am wicked sorry that u have to go through this. even though i dont no what ur going through sometimes its just best to talk about it. i know you want to question why it happend but u cant do that to your self. It was in the past. you just have to look at how you can try and prevent it in the future and how to live with the fact that it happend which is why i suggest u going to one of the groups so you can see that your not alone and its ok to b hurt and not trusting of guys. im still here
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and all that shit is just bullshit
we need to find you a nice boy end of story
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