Well everyone I am glad to say I will still always love John but he crossed one line and it hurt my feelings like whoa. Sorry, so Jon Bourne and I started talkin and he thinks it is time for me to close the book on him...... and I said I am ready!!

How it takes only a few minutes to fall deeply madly truely in love with someone, but it takes forever to get over them ( Read more... )

I wish I never fell in love ( Read more... )

Is it possible to love someone so much that you truely dont know what to do with yourself when they are gone? I miss John Watts so much I just dont understand why HE can't see that I miss him like whoa! This is killin me and I am tryin to be so strong but somehow someway I just cant do it anymore, I havent talk to him in over a week and I cant ( Read more... )

"Shake It Off ( Read more... )

I guess I need to just get over John Watts because I know he wont be coming back. I am tryin to rekindle some friendships I had before John and I started going out and everyone is blowin up the story like whoa! I hate ppl so much right now. I wish they would all just stop and think about shit for once! This is all I can do is move on and get over ( Read more... )

My heart is torn in two, I wanna wait for you but guess what I am sick of waiting for you. I waited for you to realize that you DID wanna go out with and now I am waiting for you to find "who you are" Fuck you and all the bull shit along wit it yeah I love you I truely do! but it isnt worth breakin down like this if you want ur friends over me. Can ( Read more... )

Well I am going home today we are going to the airport at 4 which is good because I am gonna sleep till about 10 so that gives me six hours to just chill, we are gonna so swimming then go to one more place so that should take up about four hours of the day. Then the other two hours would just been driving around in the car. This brings me one day ( Read more... )

Holy crap i didnt know i could miss home this much... Last night I had this crazy dream, it took place a ranger school and Vin Deisel was there (he is mad hot). John was there too and sat on the other side of the class room and he got in trouble by the subsitute, and then got a note to go to the teacher when she got back, then on the note it had ( Read more... )

We have about 4 more days down here in Florida and those days are gonna go by so fast it isnt even funny. I cant wait for Saturday I am gettin my tattoo I am mad souped cant wait. Amanda and Morriah are gonna come wit me i am so excited. I wanna go home now so this way i can get it done. I AM FINALLY LEGAL lol well I best be going to be it is ( Read more... )