Wow. Its been so so long. I guess I just need something to put my feelings down, I'm sick of living with everything in my head. No one will see this, I feel safe righting things, or at least most things in here. I never realized how therapeutic this is. Looking back on the things I've written 3 or more years ago really shocks me. I don't know if ( Read more... )

Maybe once Im gone, Ill be able to love you and miss you and want to be around you. Maybe once Im gone I can learn to forgive and to forget. Maybe it wont hurt so bad seeing you, maybe I wont take everything you do to heart. Maybe I can learn to be happy with you. I guess I wont know until thay day comes, but in the mean time, Im not taking anymore ( Read more... )

Well maybe I should start writing in this again. By the time im done though, it will most likely be private because I know Im gonna go off on a rampage. I usually do. Thats why maybe 2 out of 10 arent private ( Read more... )

I've done everything I can to forget
If there is a way, I ain't found it yet

Its snowing. Im in a bad mood. So much shit is going on with Eric right now, its ridiculous ( Read more... )

everything is shit. everybody is shit.

and im going to move far away and be somebody else.

the end.

You dont got it so bad girl ( Read more... )

Stand in the rain,
Stand your ground.

Nobody is who they appear to be ( Read more... )

i could say a million times "sorry" to you, and it wouldnt be enough ( Read more... )