I feel like an ass. I got a 64 on my english test for fallen angels.(+ extra credit though for being the only person to actually do the study guide ( Read more... )

i have a headache, and i think im getting down again. i cant seem to acomplish anything.

im perpetually tired.
i can't even manage to watch the movie i bought 2 weeks ago.

i just want to lay down and give up.

"You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins."

"How can you say ( Read more... )

madness.

that is all.

i feel a downward spiral coming on.

sometimes i think this is all in my head. that i make it up.

because it just makes no sense.

ive been thinking a lot lately. im really not happy where i live. my dad drives me crazy with his drug problems and i really dont have much of anything keeping me here besides him. i keep telling him he needs to get help and know what he did? well i wrote down this national drug addiction hotline number and gave it to him. he called it. and he ( Read more... )

that mood again.

i knew it was coming. i always feel the transition.
but i dont know how to stop it.

fuck christmas

things i want to remember to buy myself when im not so busy buying things for anybody else and when i actually have some fucking money because i never have any money list ( Read more... )