I am happy being single. I dont know why people seem to make a single person feel bad because they are not in a relationship. It hurts to gets those little head tilt "how's it going" kind of thing.. I dont want or ask people to apologize for me not having a relationship or me not dating anyone at the current moment ( Read more... )

they are hard to handle for a whole day. especially racist and discriminate grandparents and a brother in law. the day was ruined after the three of them continued to mock and make fun of who i am, my decisions, and what i say.

it's been a while.

merry christmas.

So everyone knows what happened with the chaz bitching me out thing. But anyways. Since then everyone has re-assured me that I am great friend, and a good person. But the biggest thing that affected me from the whole chaz thing, was that she told me that I was the most negative son of a bitch that she had ever met. At first I just blew it off. It ( Read more... )

i dont think she understands how much hurt she has put me throught ( Read more... )

whats out there for me? is there really an opportunity for me to have part of that life that i should have? Am i afraid to go out and meet the friends that should be a part of my life? Have i used the fact that i get along with straight people, to avoid getting along with gay people? Why did i feel "out of place" in a gay crowd? Why was i screaming ( Read more... )

i love my gay friend(s)... yeah well it's not plural but it needs to be. I love you ryan!!

i never realized how much i appreciate my friendships that i have until tonight. thank you all for being in my life, i love you. (no i am not drunk i am completely sober...sadly.....damn ulcer)

never go to pong pong on southern and the 101, bad news. longest and most random weekend of my life. alcohol is no ones friend. tims house is no longer my sleeping grounds... that black cushion is of the devil.

I am having the worst day in history i hate health problems.. if you know what im talking about i love you and i hope everything goes well. BYE HUNNY!!!

I got my wisdom teeth out today, and i feel great hooray for vicodin.. i love it!!! Party this weekend.