Though i did not make my goal for today-i'm off about .5lbs, i'm shocked that i'm less than 163, and even in the 161 vicinity. What? Last week when i fasted i only made it to 162.0, finally less. I wish i could make it to tomorrow's goal, but it's about 2 lbs away, which would be hard to achieve today. Especially since i only lost less than half a ( Read more... )

Cant sleep, and i'm still 164.0 lbs. That worries me... morning weight will probably be somewhere in the 163 area. But why do i feel like i've been fasting for days...?? I even ate today. But I am not coherent. I feel weak. And i even almost blacked out today. I dunno i guess it's bc i really barely eat. Consume minimum calories...But for some ( Read more... )

See, this happens when my weight doesnt go down. I get frustrated and just give in.
I bought rice cakes. Had them. i mean, no fat but gah i'm up to 164.0 lbs now.... Yep, no way can i make my goal. I'm guessing [162.8] tomorrow morning. Actually maybe i just hope... bc now i'm really worried.
Plus i'm having to down crazy amounts of water bc i have ( Read more... )

Well i skipped the spanish test today, i'll take it next week. Hopefully i'll have energy but i felt i need to look over the material more so bc i REALLY need to score high so i can get credit for this class.

I'm also hungry. But i shouldnt have food bc boooo 1st it'll make me fat. 2nd-I have no medicine... which i need in order to eat... and my ( Read more... )

Well i'm hungry. And freezing.. and my head hurts. I just hope tomorrow morning it's worth it. I have a spanish test tomorrow...uhm i hope i do well. I REALLY need to pass so i can get out of Spanish 2, but who knows... I havent looked at spanish since last semester.

I'm thinking i'm gonna eat on Friday. It's so crazy, looking over diets and such. ( Read more... )

Ok i'm up to 163.8 and all i've had is water and lettuce. Grrr this lettuce is really discouraging me. It's that or the water, which i dont think i've had that much. Even though i cant tell my true weight til the AM, but still... I have to be 162.8 to be on track! I just dont know... And i'm about to go get something to drink bc i'm STARVED and i'm ( Read more... )

Okay, so less than half a pound i have to lose by tomorrow morning.. I think I can make it.
I just got back from working out. Well, not nearly a work out, but I swam for about 20 minutes. Not bad, atleast it's something.

But my head hurts =[ has been hurting since this morning.
I'm tempted to get a diet drink... But i dunno. I'm worried about cavities ( Read more... )

Exactly my goal for today... so that's fine. I should have been less, but it's ok... I'm on track. I really wanted to get up early and work out this morning... No such luck. I couldnt get my ass out of bed. I'm thinking I can go in between class-for a short while-but it wont be nearly as much as i had planned, but that's ok. If i can get some work ( Read more... )

I'm scared. Of everything, the future and this weight loss problem. My life was perfect when i was 120, now it is not. I've lost friends. I've lost my chances with several guys. I isolate myself incessantly.
Here is something i found that a girl had wrote on a pro-ana site:

"Isolation accompanies my eating disorder. Socializing is no longer an ( Read more... )

Well I wanna stay on track... I just had my test and it wasnt bad at all. =] Hopefully an A but definately no less than a B, no way! Must have been all the crazy amounts of food i consumed bc i flew through it and the hw last week [that consisted of the same material] was soo freaking hard. I dunno, i'm just glad to get it over with.

When i weighed ( Read more... )