Ok, well i am not at my weight goal for today bc of yesterday. That was sort of expected. But i didnt gain as much as i usually do.

Right now I'm 164.4 ew [again this week] but if i go work out today.. I could probably get down to tomorrow's goal.. maybe, which is 161.3. I dont know though, should I starve today and work out crazy like? Should i eat ( Read more... )

Well i definately didnt fast today, but that was my plan. But i did rather well i'd say..

At the party, i had NO cake [or food] even though i REALLY wanted some. I had a rice cake and a soft drink later and then weighed myself, and i was the same weight as i was when i woke up.

Now however, i'm not. Soo booo.. no way can i meet my goal for tomorrow ( Read more... )

Weight Loss (...so far...)
Tuesday: 168.6 lbs
Wednesday: 166.0 lbs
Thursday: 163.2
Friday: 162.0

Total pounds lost: 6.6 lbs

Goals this week (to be on track)
Thursday: 165.6 [achieved-163.2 today]
Friday: 164.1 [achieved]
Saturday: 162.6 [still so huge...]

So tomorrow i have to be 162.6 or less =[ which means i can only gain .6 lbs. HA! yeh, right. Once i get ( Read more... )

Ok so i just weighed myself, yet again. And my scale goes crazy at night. This time i got 3 different numbers within about 5 minutes... I took the median.. but who knows. I'll just wait til the morning to determine what i truly am.
The anxiety is torture enough.

Pretty much starved, but if i can make it this long... a few more hours is nothing.

I was ( Read more... )

So i just weighed myself.. 162.2. Not great, but atleast i've met my goal for Saturday.
Tomorrow I will eat.

It really hasnt been that bad these past 3 days living off water.

My symptons:
stomach has a burning pain
occasional hunger pangs
heart strain
back pain
inability to comprehend things

Not so incredibly weak that it is hard to walk.
Also no black outs ( Read more... )

Weight Loss (...so far...)
Tuesday: 168.6 lbs
Wednesday: 166.0 lbs
Thursday: 163.2

Total pounds lost: 5.4 lbs

Goals this week (to be on track)
Thursday: 165.6 [achieved-163.2 today]
Friday: 164.1 [really need to be less bc this is splurge day]
Saturday: 162.6 [still so huge...]

So I'm on track, but it's coming off a LOT slower now than it used to. 5.4 lbs ( Read more... )

grrr, why cant i fall asleep?

Possibly bc i'm soo freaking hungry. I thought the previous nights were bc i was so hot but apparently the air is working now bc when i went into my bathroom to weigh myself it was COLD.

My scale was acting crazy. I got 3 diff numbers in the past 5 minutes. So it's completely unreliable right now-even though i have 2 ( Read more... )

Not much time before I have to leave for class, but I just got back and weighed myself: 164.2 lbs. Good. Goal for tomorrow achieved... Hopefully 163 something tomorrow..
I'll write more later or i'll be late for class.

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Okay so I'm a bit weak and fatigued but I think that's because I went to bed somewhere around 4AM [bc i was unable to fall asleep due to the anxiety about my morning weight]. It happens alot, but not as much as it used to.

I just had a sip of water bc when I just weighed myself I was 167.8, less than this morning so I deserved one sip [that's my ( Read more... )

Well today I'm starting my fast. ha.. I havent fasted in a while.. atleast not in the month of May.. I dont think. I'll get really close to making it a day and then 11 pm I'll get something to eat.... boooo.

But now I'm really gonna try bc I have to be atleast 123 lbs by June 29th.  Sooo.. that's 45.6 lbs in 31 days.. that equals about 1.5 lbs a day ( Read more... )