all the work i have to do is hitting me now. its acting extremely overwhelming so i just kind of sit here. i'm writing like only 2 essays a day now, and i have 10 left, out of 29. thats pretty good, but it could be done if i didn't go to argentina. mr. ballentine is being understanding, he thinks i can do it, but god i dont know. i haven't even ( Read more... )

work today. from 10-4. i am SOOO tired. we never stopped moving once. like... wowwww. i'm dead right now and i have to write a milllion essays. whatever. ew. so yeah i did lots of selling things and made jelly sticks, and practiced my cake writing, i took cakes out and refilled trays and things. ahha i did a LOT of stuff. i like it though. i ( Read more... )

We give a lot to our children in many ways it just is not about paying for insurance etc. We pay for everything that Kate wants. As Meg rarely came to us for money. So I look at it on the basses of how they WANT things all the time,and expecting us to pay like Kate does. Let her think about her ways, she is moving in the right direction on becoming ( Read more... )

today was really productive. i woke up late though. 10:15. boo lol. then i did normal things and finished an essay. then i got ready and went to workkk @ 1. i have a job! so my grandpa had to bring me to cerrato's for my first day. all i did was follow jennie around for like an hour. she showed me all this stuff that i'm going to have to do and it ( Read more... )

why am i trying so hard...
wait. why do i HAVE to try so hard.
i am bothering myself at this point

my lack of patience is incredible. i think i should be on display somewhere.

last night and this morning were lovely. kelley and bryan came over and we made strawberry milkshakes. it was adorable. then we went to kels and had a sleeepover. (just me and kel. no bryan. haha) thenn we woke up and made an AMAZING breakfast. we began with pancakes, but realized there was no syrup, so we improvised. we made cinn. sugar pancakes, ( Read more... )

so i've been noticing weird changes now. i am not really afraid to call anyone anymore! haha. also.. i'm on top of my shit. like hardcore. i've been looking for a job like reallly hard. im working really hard, and im sticking to my morning routine and doing summer reading. but my parents don't notice, therefore they dont give me any more freedom. ( Read more... )

heyyy everyone!! i'm home!!! i had such an amazing trip. its funny because as much as i didn't want to go i knew it would be worth it. it was most definatly the hardest thing i've ever done in my life and it was something i had to do. im so proud of what i did and accomplished. i actually got to know people that i thought i would just hate. which ( Read more... )

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