I'M LEAVING FOR ARGENTINA TOMORROW!!!! i'm so scared and nervous and probably every emotion ever. it's going to be quite the experiance. i'd be kidding myself if i said i wasn't excited at ALL. i am.. a little. but my fear clouds it. la;kwjeg;lakjeh;lakerjgal;kergja;lerkgjla;ergja;lergkjae;lrkgjae;lkgjla;gjl omg i could do that for a good 10 ( Read more... )

ummmm. i leave for argentina in TWO days. i'm not AS freaked out. but im pissed because HORRIBLE timing for amazing things. but basically today was an amazing day. until like.. now. but im letting it goo. my parents suprised me with a massage!! my mom blindfolded me and brought me to the place! then i got an hour massage from mr. gilmartins sisterr ( Read more... )

i'm an inconvience to my dad. he HATES driving me around. and its not like i ask him for rides all the time!! but when i do it's like pulling teeth to get him to bring me somewhere. then i get someone to share rides with and he complains about which way he is bringing. he also says no one tells him anything. when i DO tell him.. he doesn't listen, ( Read more... )

i know i've been updating like crazy lately, but im like FLIPPING out about argentina. i dont want to go AT all. why the fuck am i doing this!! i feel like im wasting money and time. i dont like anyone i'm going with. and they all want to like do things this week. fuck thatttt. i'm spending time with my FRIENDS this week. als;kjdga;ljrg. i wish i ( Read more... )

laksjdf;akjrg;lakrgjlakrg. confusion. boys. hate them. want one. : (

my dad is like upstairs and the daycare kids are in the basement. this is like what he does. its so annoying, he expects me to help him? he won't even do his own fucking job ( Read more... )

i am SICK. matt's was great. except for being SICK. finals tomorrow. which reallllly sucks. i cried in front of people last night. it was soooo embarrassing!!! especially since it was for noooo reason whatsoever. it looked like i completely wanted attention, which really wasn't the case. it wont stop bothering me ( Read more... )

so much stuff has happened in the past day. its fucking crazy. and amazing. it feels so good. its been so long and its finally over, even though its just begun but fuck it because im going out to have a good time tomorrrrrow night. i HATE lying to my mom!! and its so funny because we just had such a long conversation tonight. my mom meg and i all ( Read more... )

i'm in such a bad mood today. i hate my algebra class. i'm so behind and she won't help me or teach me or anything. i need an 89 so i can average a 90 and get out of the finallll. but she wont fucking help me. i want to cry in her class like everyday. but no. and i come home and clean my whole room so i can compartmentalize my life (i made that ( Read more... )

graduation parties alllll weekend. its nutzooo. i have so much work to doo! but im ignoring it. mikie's was so fun today. we stayed forevvver.his dad was like sloshed and dancing and singing. he was hilarious. my old gym teacher from tatham was there. that was funny too. mikie is like related to everyone. graduation is tomorrow which is sad. no ( Read more... )