Tears on my cheek, and an ache in my heart ( Read more... )

Well, Craig didn't get the job. I think I'm more bummed out that he is about the whole thing. I just know how much he hates his current job, and I just want him to do something he likes, and he doesn't loathe every time he gets out of bed. I've had those jobs, and I know I just dreaded leaving the house. I knew that there was a chance of him not ( Read more... )

Friday, September 2nd, 2005 ( Read more... )

Name: Lisa ( Read more... )

Beautiful: I am not ( Read more... )

Today I've heard stories that make me feel a little better about my situation. I knwo we deserve more, better living, but everyone , well ALMOST everyone, has to earn it. I wasn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth, so I guess I'll have to work at it. But I know that I have it better than most. Still I feel relief in the fact that I know he had ( Read more... )

Wow. It's been so long since I wrote. Well, the wedding was beautiful, and I would marry him again in a heart beat. I'm so very happy. The honeymoon was EVEN BETTER. I'm sick of work and running out of reasons to still go. Besides the usual we need money and I couldn't just leave Craig to it., not because he can't, because I can't. And the rest of ( Read more... )

Is the promise that I will never love anyone else like I love you. I will be forever faithful. I will give you all that I am, and all that I will become. I will love you unconditionally until the day I die, and when I wake up on the other side, I will still love you the same. I will stand by you through all the good times and all the bad. I don't ( Read more... )

We got our marriage license today. I had to take an oath. It was lame. We had to promise that to the best of our knowledge, we weren't related, we didn't have syphillis, and we weren't marrying an idiot. How funny. Now I'm just doing last minute stuff. Making sure everything is in place. I'm so excited. And a little nervous. But that's nervous. ( Read more... )

I just got home from work, I'm tired, but not. I can't decide. My hours got cut BIG time, and I'm super pissed. How the hell will we pay our bills? I think one of us or perhaps both, is going to get a second job. We'll never see each other, but at least we'll have money, right ( Read more... )