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hour 19 of no sleep
last night i took everyting i could find to fall asleep except the seroquel XR. 2 ambien, 4 tylenol PMs, benedryl, 2 klonopin, geodon, topomax, and vicodin. and i only slept for about 4 hours. Tonights cocktail is seroqel XR, geodon, 1 ambien, vicodin (massive fucking headache), and topamax. plas a glass of wine or two. the problem is my body is ( Read more... ) -
yeah... sometimes I'm not the smartest
It's 3:17am and I've been up for an hour. I went to bed around 9 something-ish. was feeling down about my cat and how my parents expect me to be over it already (it's been less than 2 weeks since he passed). and i was tired. I wanted to get up early (NOT this early) so i skipped the seroquel and well, there you have it. i should have know this ( Read more... ) -
productive so far
- laundry:folded and put away
- mom's laundry in dryer
- bio homework done
- exercised
- called and left message for phys ed lady
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seroquel XR wiorked like magic
I only slept for about 8-9 hours and woke up feeling great and determined. I scheduled my proficiency Math and algebra exams, e-mail my teacher, got things coordinated with my dad to take me to my exams, signed up for my last few classes (just in case ones) and have laundry started. hopefully i don't poop out too soon. here's what i have left to ( Read more... ) -
sorry i've been neglecting everyone
things have been a little crazy with classes and the holidays and gtting used to the seroquel. the last time i took it i slept for 18 hours. i took it tonight though and i'm a little nervous b/c i have a lot todo. however last time i took it i fucked up and large quantities of alcohol were involved so i think that had something to do with it. but ( Read more... ) -
starting to feel better
the seroquel XR appears to be helping even though it;s done nothing to help me sleep. yesterday was rough. finally realized my kitty was gone for good so i grieved for a few hours and i feel better today.
Had my coffee so the fog of ambien, klonopin, topomax and seroquel seems to be gone. going to try to make it the whole day without freaking out ( Read more... ) -
this has been a rough morning
went to go back to sleep for an hour and woke up to my dad yelling at my mom "all i wanted to do was say good bye to you before work!" and him slamming the front door. found out later she was finishing her shower and didn''t respond to him when he was trying to talk to her. I feel like shit today. horrble heartburn and other things. went to the ( Read more... ) -
THANK YOU !! for all your concerns and thoughts!!
oever the passing of my cat! it reallly helped me to deal with it. though of course, i am still dealing with it. the seroquel seems to be helping except it's giving me intense headaches about an hour after i take it. i took it last night and woke up at a quater to 4 so it's not helping as much with the sleep as i would like it too. but i was pretty ( Read more... ) -
lost
crawling out from under amixed episode. escaped hospitaliztion by mere millimeters. am now on low dose seroquel XR along with my other meds, another antipsychotic. and i find out, an hour and a half ago that whille i was asleep at my bf's house my cat died in the middle of the night. he was 16 and a half years old, end stage renal failure and yet ( Read more... ) -
mood swings abundunt and i think i'm losing it
spent last night counting out pills and this morning woke up singing so i have no clue what;s going on with me. I'm taking my meds this shouldn't be happening. evenn my latest depression was odd, racing thoughts, frantic energy, taking tons on meds to crash myself out. normally when i'm depressed my brain is focused on one thing or just a dull buzz ( Read more... )