feeling a bit irritable today, mainly b/c i'm feeling fat. i think i may be retaining water. at least i hope i am. just puts me in a foul mood. spent last night with the bf which was fun. was able to pull him out of his funk and he was able to chill me out (i was having an anxiety attack over everything i have to do today). it;s nice when we can ( Read more... )

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My personality:

I’m loud.(when i''mhyper i tend to talk loud)
I'm obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily. (dependson my mood.)
I have a bad temper. (um... yeah, ask my bf lol.)
For the most part i don’t like people. (let me explain, i don't like stupid people, they need to add that)
I have more ( Read more... )

i am obsessed with time in case you haven't noticed but this weekend really flew by.

went to my hononary nephew's b-day party (been with my bf 13 yrs, he's my nephew w/o the legality). ate WAY too much so i'm feeling a little guilty. but it was a fun party. my neice is doing pretty well in school (she's 16 and has had some problems) so i slipped her ( Read more... )

arrghh! another unfocused and relatively unproductive day! i blame it on the geodon. I'm attempting to eat more with it in the morning and while it's not making me tired it's making me zone out. hopefully this side effect will not last long. here's what i did manage to accomplish:

• fold laundry
• clean sink
• get newspapers together
• do 20min aerobics
• yoga ( Read more... )

i've had so many positive responses and people friend me. it's helped so much. it's so nice to know i'm not alone. thank you to everyone, you have no idea how much it means to me.

so far today is going well. need to kick it into gear. had a nice chat with my dad which doesn't happen often. have a lot to do since i got very distracted yesterday due ( Read more... )

feling like shit ( Read more... )

in an effort to be a little more open...

i feel a little like i'm in limbo in regards to my ED-NOS. I've got everyone fooled into thinking i'm eating fine and exercising and that's how i'm losing weight. the relating is i'm slowly restricting my diet more and more. it started out with just eating healthier and cutting out the junk but now... it ( Read more... )

trying to fill out this pharmacy crap and it's taking FOREVER to hunt down all the info and now i'm waiting for my shrink to call me back so i can fill out the rest of it and be done! really going to have to bust ass the rest of the day to get what i want finished before 5pm ( Read more... )

night meds+sleep deprivation*stress+horrrible headache+thinking too much about the past = bad news

deleted my entry and i feel much better for it. it was a wallowing in self pity kind o f thing and i didn't much care for it. i feel better today so i'm putting the past behind me.

today will be busy, very busy.hoping to stay motivated and get it all ( Read more... )

so happy!!

got a 58/60 on my HUGE muscle lab test that i was beyond stressed about. i know i know, i don;t give myself enough credit. and i thonk i did pretty good on my quiz today. so (i'm really challenging myself to type this and not feel like i'm bragging) maybe i'm a little smarter than i thought.

have some random stuff to do (hopefully before ( Read more... )