To bad your out to break my heart a few billion times over. I am sick of being alone. But i need to be picky. I miss being younger. A lot younger. I wish all my friends would stop getting sick and dying from drugs. I mean yeah i know its college its like a must. But grr...i cant take much more of this. It was bad enough when i dated drug addicts ( Read more... )

Its hard to believe where my life has gone. The people it has gone through, and who i am. I am 18 years old and i think i started writing in livejournal and deadjournal when i felt i didnt have many people to talk to. I mean now i have a ton of friends, and i still feel my words fall silent. So here are somethings on my mind ( Read more... )

Once an amazing fortune cookie of mine said "things will get better in the spring" well grand did i fucking miss something. I got that cookie last mid summer so i assumed it ment the up coming spring. Seriously. So Yay boyfriend of spring= ross. Was grand except a lack of money, lack of communication, and now lack of pretty much anything outside of ( Read more... )

ugh i am tired but i am to stressed out to sleep ( Read more... )

I pretty much forgot about this thing. Huh way to much to catch up on so here is how i feel right now.

Tired.

Was that exciting?

Hey everyone

God i am tired. i think i live in the eternal sleep of the random part of my brain that hurts. Think i am gonna go home this weekend...boarding with odle...and toni's birthday...maybe seeing Zakistan...who knows...i just like to go home on the weekends.. tomorrows hump day...i am going to go look for a job.. merg...night

So i have been living on my own now for a few weeks. I went home last weekend and made the mistake of staying here this one. Mike came down and it was really nice. It sucks when you fall in love and all of a sudden it feels just like the past. I dont quite understand people. I just need a companion. Ok so its a bit more picky then that but its ( Read more... )

I dont how much there is to say. In three weeks christmas break will be here and i will move into my apartment. Living on my own will be interesting. Dylan and i have not really worked out to well. still struggling with a break up but its just the friends thats killing me. I miss when i had no worries. I started to fall for an ex for a day or two ( Read more... )

Sooo kiddies. Let me recap stuff for ya. Ok petty much past 3 weeks were a blur. First plymouths homecoming which was ok. It was more fun just hanging out with Toni, Colin, John, Laurn and PT after. Then that week went by then came Ludingtons homecoming. That was a blast. First night up there bon fire at my husbands. Very fun. I hide from meeting ( Read more... )

I feel bad about one thing and great about another. damn.

EVANS BLUE LYRICS

"Over"

You better crawl on your knees
The next time you say that you love me
Fall on your knees, because this time I won't be so kind
Can't you see that this is life and life is killing me
Is it yours? is it mine?
Our sky fell down tonight, to wash away our pain

Tell me, over and ( Read more... )