that is how much time i have to figure things out. i need your guys' help. my mom has given me permission to post this and find some place to go once i turn the big 1-8. sooo... if any of you guys have any suggestions or offers or proposals or etc., even if it's only for a couple months or weeks or whatever, 'twould be great. i am going to apply to ( Read more... )

and may i ask how pathetic i am? ( Read more... )

so it is later...( Read more... )

i will update about my father later, as it is not the length to try and do it with my sister next to me. ( Read more... )

okay, i can post more later, but right now i need your guys help. i don't care how religious you are, if you are, what you are, whatever. all i am asking is that you keep my father in your thoughts, prayers, meditations, anything. he is lower than he has been all week, which is saying something. his fever went from 102 to 104 in less than four ( Read more... )

one has made a dicovery today.( Read more... )

okay, if you're on for the ride, hang on tight...it could be a long one.( Read more... )

so here is poem untitled in its original psychotically unstructured version.( Read more... )

i feel like i have some sort of power over my life. at least for the next five minutes.( Read more... )

i am up, so i am stealing things from my lurve's livejournal.( Read more... )