Ok, we really need to find a way out of here. I can't imagine that Nick's parents aren't completely freaking out that we're missing, and even though time seems to move a little faster here than there, we've been gone days ( Read more... )

I went into the garage to paint, we were supposed to be having this big bonding dinner thing and yeah that was going well. I felt like I couldn't breathe ( Read more... )

There are too many people here. I am crawling out of my skin right now. Luckily they've all pretty much given me the garage and really only Nick, Theresa and Amber come out there. And Amber's acting really strange, like she's mad all the time. Jake and I are learning not to try to help with anything since that seems to really not help with the ( Read more... )

I knew it was getting bad for Nick, he's been afraid to go outside, and then we had the whole earthquake thing last night. He just couldn't settle down until he knew that every one was ok. Even then it didn't help completely, I woke up in the middle of the night and he was sleeping on my floor. I covered him with a blanket, he had some pretty ( Read more... )

We all went to Candace's memorial service today. I didn't even go to the one for my parents. It was in the park where she died and I know that Nick and the others were feeling it to, it was like standing there with a movie of everything that happened running over and over in your head. I could hear Nick Scream, hear the sound of Candace hitting ( Read more... )

A couple of days ago everything was seeming so much better. I had finally told some of what happened to me to Nick and Officer Jacobs. It let a big weight off of me. It doesn't make the hurt go away, my parents broke me in ways that will probably show up and fuck with me for the rest of my life, but there were people who believed me and that ( Read more... )

Officer Jacobs tried to talk me out of patrolling last night. After Xander got after Nick I figured my turn was coming up ( Read more... )

So I managed to get Theresa and Nick home from the airport, Nick's parents blew some serious gaskets. I decided to break my ban on going into the garage near the art supplies. Probably a bad move, I did sketch some but there was nothing specific I swear. No monsters no nothing. Of course if I can't get this spell off and paint again I might as ( Read more... )

The first day of school. What a yawner ( Read more... )

I can't believe it. Amber has turned into a major nerd. What is the deal there? I can't be seen with someone in overalls that wants to be in the future farmers of america! I mean what would that do to my rep? It's bad enough that I spent all that wasted time splashing paint on a canvass, now I'm the boyfriend of loser girl ( Read more... )