here starting now in the veins inside my head in the blood inside my brain. the only way to stop it, to end it, to kill it, is to end the flow of the blood through the veins and arteries inside my head stop the blood inside the brain ( Read more... )

insanity i ( Read more... )

then i will forget myself and pay attention to the responsibility that i have to others. . . not because i am anything special. . . all because of fate.

nightmares ( Read more... )

simply.

Move.
Learn Guitar, Piano, and how to read music.
Focus energy on Songwriting, painting, and Poetry.
Be more involved with Human Rights/Animal Rights/Environmental Activism.
Learn to let Go.
Dance with the Universe.
Swim naked in the sea.
Listen more carefully.
Love Recklessly.

i can burn myself into bone-ash so many times, and in so many ways ( Read more... )

wrapped my voice around the only 3 chords i knew ( Read more... )

earlier drama has been cleared up. a misunderstanding of sorts. my apologies to everyone involved. i sure can overreact sometimes ( Read more... )

please, if you are going to post anonymously, don't insult the people who i love most dearly. insult me all you want, but don't insult my loved ones. i'm considering just deleting this damn journal right now. if you've got something negative to say, at least have the decency to attach your name to it. we can get the shit on the table and fight ( Read more... )