more of hte same old crap -- don't bother reading

[mariz]

warning: you probably really don't want to read this.  And I would not at all be offended if you didn't.  But thank all of you for all the kind words and support and advice you've given me for these too-many years.  It means so much to me, and I do love you all.
warmly,
mariz (that's mariz with a z)

my father is a mother fuckin' asshole. And, I

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[sixshadesofgrey]

*wishes she could kick your fathers ass right now for you

[mariz]

Thank you so very much!!! You're post really meant the world to me. Really. Yes, I've tried the Fresh Direct food delivery (our version of Peapod), and although it's better than the Peapod I used in DC, it's still pretty bad. It's bad for produce and meats, i.e., any "real" food as oppposed to boxed premade, etc. Also we have a very small refrigerator -- less than 5 feet tall. It has a tiny freezer inside the refrigerator (no separate door) and it doesn't work very well. It's over 30 years old and needs to be defrosted. While my father fuckin' loaned his sister-in-law 10K to buy a fuckin' hyperbaric chamber for her comatose and brain dead husband (literally brain dead, as in the doctors asked if she would make him an organ donor), for a fuckin' hare-brained notion that it would help this man in his 70s who had outlived his father by over 20 years, who died from the same thing!!! Yes, for her 10k loan for reno no problem. However, for me, as you may have guessed, no go. For 2 years did not have a working oven. He refused to

[mariz]

Sorry I spelled your name wrong! I knew it looked wrong when I typed it but too many brain cells have been eaten by CFIDS for me to figure it out. Although the misspelling reminded me of a friend in grade school, since she spells her name that way. Of course, that was another "clue" that I was spelling your name wrong, since never before in all these years did your name remind me of her. And to think I used to be smart. humurph.

love,
mariz