yes, women. are the most insane and confusing creatures known to exist. I DONT FUCKING GET IT. maybe its youth. and fuckin ridiculous stupidity. but its wearing me down. its wearing me down.

Fuck Off.

sincerely,
me.

i was sick. i did retarded shit friday. show then party. i was ridiculous. pretty sure i may have pissed everyone there off but its okay. cause i run dat house. and i brought all the beer. so nobody could really be that bitter ( Read more... )

i have a feeling im always gonna be stuck in this same old redundant situation.

id like to go through the ages back to when i started this thing and find all those silly little songs i used to post on here. cause i dont think theyre anywhere else. i wonder if theres any id actually like ( Read more... )

and its wearing me down. its tearing everything apart and its driving me insane.

hospitol clinicals soon. cant wait. i hope im there for insane busyness.

dead and gone is a good song. yeah yeah, you say. TI and justin t. but fuck it. that song rocks ( Read more... )

im so fucked for money right now im even trying to sell my beloved marshall half stack. i thought everything was cool when i got this job but theyre tryin to fuck me over on money i earned and with the economy being what it is nobodies buying shit. i cant even buy fucking cheap food right now. )#*$)(#*$*#)($*#)*$/ and everything else in life is ( Read more... )

So everythings comming to a culmination i believe. this is her last chance. and if im let down one more time im walking away. hopefully, such a situation will not occur. or am i even serious? people arent perfect, but then again i can only deal with so much. or can i handle it. if i stay steady through all of this insanity, will i get what i want ( Read more... )

im exhausted. im tired of feeling this way and having nobody around. the beatles were right as much as i hate to admit it. one is the loneliest number fo sho. waste waste wasting time. i dont think ive ever hated a job this fast. two days and im gonna loose my mind.

hope you all take a piss and go swim in it.