its times like these where i begin to think i could become my mother.

i think im going to get drunk until i dont feel feelings.

i really want orange juice right now. oh and a bottle of whiskey...just not together...

haha i cleaned loruhs whole house today and bought and read comics of death. they were fun.

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha i just drank all your juice.

i feel unsubstantial. perhaps one could even go as far as saying ive been forsaken ( Read more... )

a transitional stage can be your final phase ( Read more... )

i am not pleased with my current identity ( Read more... )

i wish this void would just disappear.

"good morning heartache, you're like an old friend...come and see me again."

and i'll see him, and want him and know that i can never have him.

i suppose these things happen.

HAH! That'll teach you to forget to sign out. Biatch.

Anyways... Kara... you're sleeping, and you're beautiful.

Thank you for listening to my idiotic, little girly rants. :)

Yeah... thats all. I love you.

I can't wait to see your face when you read this. It oughta be fun.

i kinda realized im never going to be happy, i cant be loved. its became a fact of life, i am unlovable.

kind of a bummer realizing im never going to grow up, that this side of the bed will always remain vacant.

ive decided to climb back up the rabbit hole, ive read this story so many times you think i'd remember the ending ( Read more... )

i am damned. every beam of sunlight that seeps its way through my walls i cling desperatly to. i let this infatuation wrap and tie itself into knots around my every action ( Read more... )