i am friends with sadists and masochists. all of you ( Read more... )

i know why i was upset. youre in my nightmares now ( Read more... )

i added you, you win. i give up ( Read more... )

im trying to pretend im strong. im tyring to be me, but she insists on doing what we always do. we always lock our doors and turn off our phone. we're scared ( Read more... )

it's funny how you always go right back to the one thing that you need to get away from. i said i'd never talk to him again and yet i cant help but make an attempt to ( Read more... )

this year has ended many things. karli is gone, and im glad. drew and i are officially done. we're never getting bakc together and that fairy tale ending i seceretly had in mind will never unfold.

it's over.

and please, dont comment about how they suck and i need to get over them.

i hate insomnia btw.

i've been thinking alot over the past few days ( Read more... )

although i feel pain in ways no other creature can, im tired of it. i believe i was not meant for sorrow, because that would be a waste of my powers of manipulation.
i've decided i am meant for chaos.

and on another note...i'm not happy.

i miss times when people werent so easily whipped by their significant others.

i am beginning to hate alcohol beyond all reason, here's why:

1. it makes  people do really stupid things that they dont remember doing, or they deny it.

2. it makes people get sick so you end up taking care of them all night while eveyone else runs around having a great time.

3.people get really obnoxious.

4. it makes you think odd thoughts.

i don ( Read more... )

i'd kill to get a lobotomy, after all ignorance is bliss ( Read more... )