Can't sleep. Went and read my little adventure in.....I don't even know the right word for it. I guess it was in stages. First a long dull phase. Then a rush of excitement from possibilities and feelings I hadn't felt in a long time. Followed by the robbery of my moment. And the utter disgust of how that went down. Then the severe anger at the ( Read more... )

So before I even got the chance to do anything, my chance is taken away. This has happened to me so many times. I don't even get a week? That's what you get for being a caring and thoughtful human being. I'm just done with trying to find anyone who might work in a relationship. It's never going to happen to me. There it is. I give up. And thanks ( Read more... )

Ok first off let me prep this by saying, holy fuck it's been a long time since I cataloged my thoughts in a form like this. I did a little bit of blogging on myspace but it never felt right. Myspace killed LJ, then Facebook killed Myspace. Now Google+ may kill Facebook but you never know. If anyone sees this and wants my contact info for any other ( Read more... )

Well, it's been assumed for sometime that myspace destroyed livejournal. I'm just finally going to concede that the low bandwidth spam station is the only way to keep in constant contact and/or post my thoughts. Also, in the interest of simplicity, since I don't check this virtually at all, I will be doing all of the affore mentioned activity ( Read more... )

ok, there's a show coming up, wednesday, april 23rd, at the magic stick ( Read more... )

well i just finished getting through the worst part of a nasty cold that i got from people at work, considering everyone there has been sick for the past week. nice to get a few days rest and think about things. played some video games today. finally was able to check my e-mail and got verified for my discount on my new motherboard. my new comp ( Read more... )

albums, all the way through, in their entirety, without repeating a band, no greatest hits obviously ( Read more... )

Aesop ( Read more... )

can't wait for the new aesop rock cd to come in the mail. also can't wait to see him live at the magic stick on the 18th. i need someone to go with me. it's intelligent rap presented at the speed of light. if anyone is interested give me ring. i don't know why anyone wouldn't have my number because it's over a year old now but just in case, it's ( ( Read more... )

man it's like this thing is a fossil. where did all the cool kids go? myspace is the devil. i xposted this from there, i used to think here first, but man barely anyone still reads these. i forget to read them myself, but then again, there's not a lot of posts. *EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ ALL THIS OTHER CRAP, PLEASE READ THE LAST PARAGRAPH ( Read more... )