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Down with the sickness.
I've been sick. In the head and heart. Recently broken up from a 15 month relationship... my divorce final in days. Unemployed, looking at starting over at 42. Where? When? Alone or with? Stay or go? A lot of shit on my plate. I've been looking for signs... Omens... She tells me she wants me, she's the one... she loves me and will do what it takes ( Read more... ) -
Begin again
Can't sleep. Been working on some new tunes. Catching up on others' journals. Working 12 hr shifts so I only work 3 day a week. Sweet! The kids are getting huge! We're looking at houses. Connor starts school this fall. I'm so disappointed with our country, or half of it, and our government, or lack there of... I'm thinking about Canada, eh? Sammy's ( Read more... ) -
Family Site
Started a Family site. mysite.verizon.net/rabwodehouse/index.html. Just a few pics right now. Check it. -
Where's it go?
My mom called me tonight. She's getting married... again. She asked if I would give her away. I said, "Of course I will, seeing how I'm the only living male relative you have..." I just about got in a fight with this old guy yesterday. I was going to get gas and he was next to me in the right turn lane only lane. The light turns green and he doesn' ( Read more... ) -
Stranger than fiction
Knee deep in the hoopla. Work's good. We're moving. Graduation's tomorrow. Kids are getting huge. Went to Sasquatch Festival with friends from AK. Modest Mouse, Pixies... I expected to see Nokes, but didn't. Took an IQ test. Had dinner with Sam Ormson and Corinn. They're expecting a baby! Lots of dreams about Jody. Chase Thompson's in town for the ( Read more... ) -
The Fall... a long way down.
He's one of the few people that can make me laugh as much as I make myself laugh. Doctors say 3-6 months. We're working on getting them moved down here. We're not listening to the doctors. They've been wrong before and I'm SURE they are now. Barbara, Connor, Samantha and I are going up to visit them this weekend. Gonna take the kids to the zoo and ( Read more... ) -
Numb
I'm so angry. Sad. Frustrated... My brother Jody's cancer has come back and is blocking his stomach. He's down to 118 lbs. They can't operated and told him he will die. We don't know how long he has. I'm numb. He was down a few weeks back and brought news scenes from the Breakfast Club when it was in Seattle... One of the last bits of acting he ( Read more... ) -
38 Special
As of October 1st I am 38 years old. Woo Hoo! I know Nicole Clawson and Carol Bushbaker have birthdays around mine too, so happy birthday ladies! I hear now that due to a lack of honesty or partial deception on the behalf of our own Jeffe Carpenter, he's not allowed to participate in drama for some unspecified length of time... True? Hhhmmm. And ( Read more... ) -
Transaggresion
I'm feeling a little aggressive and subdued at the same time... I'm worrying about Jody. So many thing I don't understand. I never will. Who said life is fair. There have been times in my life when I have wished for death. I was depressed. Felt out of place. Out of touch. Out of sorts. Disconnected. This was all before I was married or had children ( Read more... ) -
Infidel
So it's been awhile... Thanks to those keeping in touch. Thanks to Jordan for the introduction to Gavin DeGraw. I poo-pooed it at first but it has become one of my faves as of late. Feeling a bit more positive lately. Saw Kennewicks illustrious Superintendent on the news the other day. Speaking on how Kennewick's dropout rate is among the highest ( Read more... )