i dont understand how someone can lie to a person so much. it just doesnt make any sense. i mean, are you really trying to make them feel like such shit? it just sucks to think it was all so fake when it felt pretty damn real. oh well, best i can do is be a better person from it, put a smile on my face and move on. thats the only thing that will ( Read more... )

Because I don't have anything to write about on here, because I just don't care that much anymore I'm going to post something I copied from Chelsea's eljay ( Read more... )

room service and Nightmare Before Christmas made me feel better. now im drunk with tiredness, and i dont want to go to the bar because my parents are there. which is fine, i shouldn't drink by myself in a bar that doesn't speak english. i'd get too freaked out. tomorrow we're going on a train to see the vinyards where Grahams grows their vintage ( Read more... )

i think this is the first time i've ever been home sick. and it sucks. i miss my friends but i can't get a hold of them or they just dont want to talk to me or something. I miss my own bed. i dont even remember how many hotels weºve stayed in so far, i think 5? and about 10 more to come. we had a private tour of a vineyard and a place where they ( Read more... )

so i dont really know how long our actuall trip was because of the time changes, but with all of them it took a day and a half to fly here. the first day was really short though, like 6 hours of day light, and then a short night, like 7 hours of night time. the next day was pretty brutal, but when i got here we met up with my brother and i was ( Read more... )

Mitch Hedberg died March 30th. I knew about it two days after and forgot to tell anyone who cares. so for anyone who cares, he passed away. damn he was a good man. one of the most hilarious. just the way he talked. he had great presentation. He was in Almost Famous too. http://www. ( Read more... )

Hung out on the butte tonight. i gave in again and bought a pack of ciggs. goddamnit, i was so stern on quitting. i just got really stressed out and sad and emotional, so i was like "eeh fuck it." it's stupid i know. but it helped me feel better. i thought of so many lyrics sitting on that butte. i hate how i never write them down though, and ( Read more... )

don't wake me i plan on sleeping.

isn't it funny how dentists always ask you questions with five sharp metal objects hanging out of your mouth? as if you could answer? i don't get that, i think the fluoride has gotten to their brains and they can't think properly, they always tell me to brush my gums in circles, and i always do. and tell me that my teeth look beautiful, but i need ( Read more... )

so i guess im staying at wild oats. unless when i get back, and apply for another job they are willing to pay me 8$ an hour and give me 30-40 hours a week, which i doubt. i just hate driving across fucking town and sticking my hands in food all day. oh well though, it has it's really fun times, and also really shitty times. i think im going to ask ( Read more... )