XELA IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE ANOTHER FRIEND ( Read more... )

it's too bad....... you're married.................... to me.

Willamette Vally.

it's been a crazy week. and i can't wait until i can leave this town for a while. i don't really want to move yet, but i want a break. and then another one after that. even if new zealand is a trendy place to go. hopefully i'll get to go.

recent addictions ( Read more... )

[x] I am bisexual or homosexual ( Read more... )

another spider crawled across my face tonight. and this time i dont know why, but i let it keep walking back down onto the couch off the other shoulder. i really should be more afraid of spiders. it was really small though. i test myself with weird things. i have to go to work tomorrow. wild oats blows. the deli can be such a shit hole. no wonder ( Read more... )

so i swear to god, there's this girl i knew in high school is on mtv on some 70's show. im so sure of it, and it's something she would do. but it's really just weird. does anyone know hailey? i forget her last name. anyway... besides that.. why am i watching mtv? because i have a high temperature and i can't think straight. or at least that's my ( Read more... )

i understand this situation, and everyone else thinks im a fool. but i honestly don't care. it's easy to judge other peoples situations, and i cant exactly explain it to people nor do i really want to. i don't fully understand you, or how you place your priorities. maybe its selfishness, maybe it's just the way you live your life, keeping the ones ( Read more... )

weird couple of days. 6 hours of sleep within the past 48 hours. i wish i could post certain things on here, but i feel limited because im too shy to share that much of myself with randoms. i cut my finger open at work the other day on the cheese slicer.... almost cut the whole tip of my thumb off. pretty nasty. got to fill out an accident report ( Read more... )

so i half way take back the last two entries of me being depressed. I need to not listen to people who don't know anything of my situation and only take my own advice. i made myself sick over hardly anything. worrying pretty much. i guess im glad i stopped myself from becoming too consumed in a life that i couldn't control. that probably sounds ( Read more... )

i dreamt of you last night.

and i woke up dry heaving. yes, you make me vomit.

too bad im affected by you so much,
but it seems only when im lying in my bed
and only in my sleep.